Knocked off my feet

Hey, sorry for coming back only to fall off a cliff. I started out good, but I guess the best description was my heart got broken.

Now, I'm not one to vent my feelings to everyone, but it isn't like I'm popular xD

Well, for the whole story, you have to understand that this woman...was nothing like I'd ever expected. Every single time I talked to her, I found new reasons to love her. I've had a picture in my head, and idea of my perfect woman. Not only did she fit the idea, but then she went and improved it. Every time I thought about her, I could only smile. My body would warm and colors became sharper. This sounds like me blowing things out of proportion, but I'd never felt love like this before. I've had girlfriends before, the exact number? Three. Kaitlin, Sarah, and then Maria. I didn't love the first two, but there was a love for Maria. This love with Charisma though? The love with Maria was but a pale flame.

I can think of few things I wouldn't give up for her...but....it seems my love wasn't enough. We are apart now, because, to better her life....she is working alot. The way we broke up, is that she was too busy to give me her attention. I'm hurt, and my love for her is so strong that I can't stop it.

 I'm crying and I hurt of course, but I have to be okay. So I'm okay. The worst part, is that when you need someone to hold close, the reason is because you no longer have that person.

So last bit of information, I'm here...but I'm hurting. Hello again DeviantArt, I love you too <3